Waiting for a Friend

Gosh I wish a friend was here right now, someone who I could talk to, tell everything to. I have always dreamed about someone who could and would be there for me, but unfortunately I am falling into the feelings that no one ever will. It sounds dramatic but sometimes ones feelings are, and when they come out... well it just sounds even more dramatic. I kind of wish I could live in a movie for a while, have that imaginary life, but clearly that's not going to happen. Anyway, still praying for that friend that I will find, for I know that whoever that person is God is just waiting for the right opportunity, and I know that it will be the perfect moment, for it isn't according to our timing but according to His.

Fed Up!

"Freak The Freak Out" Are you listening? Hear me talk When you tell me to beware, Are you here? Is it something I should know? Easy come, easy go. Nodding your head, Don't hear a word I said I can't communicate, when you wait, don't relate I try to talk to you But you never even knew, So what's it gonna be? Tell me can you hear me? I'm so sick of it, Your attention deficit Never listen, never listen. I'm so sick of it, So I'll throw another fit. Never listen, never listen. I scream your name, It always stays the same. I scream and shout, So what I'm gonna do now Is freak the freak out, hey! Patience running thin, Running thin, come again Tell me what I get Opposite, opposite Show me what is real If it breaks does it heal? Open up your ear Why you think that I'm here? Keep me in the dark Are you even thinking of me? Is someone else above me Gotta know, gotta know What am I gonna do? 'Cause I can't get through to you So what's it gonna be? Tell me can you hear me? I'm so sick of it, Your attention deficit Never listen, never listen. I'm so sick of it, So I'll throw another fit. Never listen, never listen. I scream your name, It always stays the same. I scream and shout, So what I'm gonna do now Is freak the freak out, hey! I scream your name But you never listen No you never listen By Victoria Justice and Victorious Cast

The Man of Your Dreams

Men, why can't there just be good men in this world that have a true love for the Lord and are true gentlemen? Unfortunately they all come immature, lazy and punkish, not to mention the lack of motivation this generation has. If only they were made like in the olden days when all there was was the real mccoy, men who were motivated and treated woman like woman, no like a object. Boy's these days are growing up looking at pornogrophy and being gay. Not outside putting in a hard day's work and learning how to properly treat a woman. I know the man I wait for is out there, if that is what the Lord has planned for me, but I still can't help but get discouraged when this is all I see in men anymore. But then I suppose that when I do find that man it will make it all the more special. I know it is hard but stay strong and keep hope, for the man of your dreams who will take care of you, respect you, wait for you, and most importantly put God first above all things, yes even you, is out there you just have to have faith that the Lord does have you and will bring him to you when your ready for him.