Waiting for a Friend

Gosh I wish a friend was here right now, someone who I could talk to, tell everything to. I have always dreamed about someone who could and would be there for me, but unfortunately I am falling into the feelings that no one ever will. It sounds dramatic but sometimes ones feelings are, and when they come out... well it just sounds even more dramatic. I kind of wish I could live in a movie for a while, have that imaginary life, but clearly that's not going to happen. Anyway, still praying for that friend that I will find, for I know that whoever that person is God is just waiting for the right opportunity, and I know that it will be the perfect moment, for it isn't according to our timing but according to His.

Fed Up!

"Freak The Freak Out" Are you listening? Hear me talk When you tell me to beware, Are you here? Is it something I should know? Easy come, easy go. Nodding your head, Don't hear a word I said I can't communicate, when you wait, don't relate I try to talk to you But you never even knew, So what's it gonna be? Tell me can you hear me? I'm so sick of it, Your attention deficit Never listen, never listen. I'm so sick of it, So I'll throw another fit. Never listen, never listen. I scream your name, It always stays the same. I scream and shout, So what I'm gonna do now Is freak the freak out, hey! Patience running thin, Running thin, come again Tell me what I get Opposite, opposite Show me what is real If it breaks does it heal? Open up your ear Why you think that I'm here? Keep me in the dark Are you even thinking of me? Is someone else above me Gotta know, gotta know What am I gonna do? 'Cause I can't get through to you So what's it gonna be? Tell me can you hear me? I'm so sick of it, Your attention deficit Never listen, never listen. I'm so sick of it, So I'll throw another fit. Never listen, never listen. I scream your name, It always stays the same. I scream and shout, So what I'm gonna do now Is freak the freak out, hey! I scream your name But you never listen No you never listen By Victoria Justice and Victorious Cast