Confused Emotions

     You know that moment when you have no idea what your emotions are?  You feel like crying, for no reason at all.  You have this lonely feeling so deep inside of you that it turns into a pain.  A feeling that you want someone to talk to and yet at the same time you feel as though it would do no go?  The feeling of stress, but not your typical kind of stress, a different kind, a kind that makes every emotion that a human can possible have become heightened and magnified, to the point that your sad, angry, confused, jealous, selfish, lonely, ect. and in the end you just want to be held, for no words can take these feelings away.  No words just someone to hold you tight and be there for you.  Someone to make you feel like you ARE important and that they won't let you fall.  Someone who can take the deep lonesome pain away, and won't judge you, or secretly think that you are just being dramatic.
     I know these are selfish thoughts and ways of thinking, and that we are only on this earth for a little while.  So now I turn to the Father and ask Him to be the one to help me through and to be the one to hold me tight  so I don't fall, the one that will take away the deep lonesome pain that is so deeply inside of me.  For although it is an earthly physical touch that I long for, I also know that deep down the only thing that will truly bring me comfort, not for a short time, like a physical touch will, but for long lasting, is the touch and hand of God.